The death of [25 Sorcerer] Daed (Kobold)

in The Parade Grounds

from the perspective of [25 Sorcerer] Daed (Kobold)

<worn about waist>   a sparkling clay girth
<worn on belt buckle>a rugged adventurers satchel
<worn on arms>       some ghastly rubber arm plates
<held>               a rugged adventurers satchel
<worn on feet>       some exquisite leather boots from Village of Split Shield

A teen-age orc enters from below.

< 146h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You start chanting...

< 147h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Casting: burning hands 

< 147h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You complete your spell...
[Damage: 21 ] You burned a teen-age orc.
A teen-age orc attacks you. [0 Hits]

< 147h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You start chanting...

< 147h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You complete your spell...
[Damage: 22 ] You burned a teen-age orc.
A teen-age orc is mortally wounded, and will die soon, if not aided.

< 148h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Who should the spell be cast upon?  You must specify a target!

< 148h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Gambling Room Below the Inn
Obvious exits: -U
[4] The corpse of an orc is lying here.
Some small, glowing reeds have been left here. (glowing)
A sinister granite belt lies here on the ground.
A light hemp skullcap lies here on the ground.
A misshaped marble collar lies here on the ground.
A cracked copper chestplate lies here on the ground.
A large slab of meat is left here.
A raw leather skirt lies here.
A fine leather jacket lies here.
A pair of raw leather boots lies here.
A huge rock lies here.
[2] A pair of raw leather pants lies here.
A studded leather shield lies here.
A chunk of thick, fresh rubber lays here.
A portion of trail ration is left here.
[2] A large rock lies here.
[6] A small leather backpack has been discarded here.
[10] A slab of orc meat is left here.

< 148h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
Who should the spell be cast upon?  You must specify a target!

< 148h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
West End of the Barreling Brew Tavern and Inn
Obvious exits: -E -W# -D
The corpse of a common male orc is lying here.
The corpse of a very drunk orc is lying here.
The corpse of a teen-age orc is lying here.
[2] The corpse of a very drunk orc is lying here.
[5] A slab of orc meat is left here.
A teen-age orc is lying here, mortally wounded.
An adult orc wanders around.

< 148h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
[Damage:  4 ] Your kick hits a teen-age orc right in the stomach, rendering him breathless.
A teen-age orc is dead! R.I.P.
You receive your share of experience.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2206.
You have completed boon # 2206.
You have gained 6 epic points.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2208.
A look of horror and a silent scream are a teen-age orc's last actions in this world.

< 149h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You start chanting...
An adult orc suddenly attacks YOU!

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC: small wounds E: adult sta EP: excellent >
 Casting: burning hands 

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC: small wounds E: adult sta EP: excellent >
 You complete your spell...
[Damage: 25 ] You burned an adult orc.

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC: small wounds E: adult sta EP:  few wounds >
 Your brain hurts as a black haze fills the sky!

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC: small wounds E: adult sta EP:  few wounds >
 You start chanting...

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC: small wounds E: adult sta EP:  few wounds >
 You complete your spell...
[Damage: 28 ] You burned an adult orc.

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC: small wounds E: adult sta EP:  awful >
 You dodge an adult orc's feeble leg sweep.
An adult orc attacks you. [0 Hits]

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC: small wounds E: adult sta EP:  awful >
 You start chanting...

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC: small wounds E: adult sta EP:  awful >
 You complete your spell...
[Damage: 16 ] You burned an adult orc.
An adult orc is dead! R.I.P.
You receive your share of experience.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2206.
You have completed boon # 2206.
You have gained 6 epic points.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2208.
A look of horror and a silent scream are an adult orc's last actions in this world.

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Who should the spell be cast upon?  You must specify a target!

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
West End of the Barreling Brew Tavern and Inn
Obvious exits: -E -W# -D
Fresh blood covers everything in the area.
The corpse of an adult orc is lying here.
The corpse of a teen-age orc is lying here.
The corpse of a common male orc is lying here.
The corpse of a very drunk orc is lying here.
The corpse of a teen-age orc is lying here.
[2] The corpse of a very drunk orc is lying here.
[5] A slab of orc meat is left here.

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Who should the spell be cast upon?  You must specify a target!

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Your wiggle your bottom.

< 150h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Midsection of the Barreling Brew Tavern and Inn
Obvious exits: -E -W
[2] A raw leather skirt lies here.
A small pile of coins lies here.
A pair of rotted leather boots lies here.
A large rock lies here.
[3] The corpse of a very drunk orc is lying here.
[2] The corpse of a common male orc is lying here.
A crafting recipe lies here collecting dust.
[4] A slab of orc meat is left here.

< 150h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
You see nothing.

< 150h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
East End of the Barreling Brew Tavern and Inn
Obvious exits: -E# -W
[3] The corpse of a very drunk orc is lying here.
A small bandage rests upon the ground here.
A gnoby piece of wood, perhaps a small mace, lies here.
A steel long sword has been left here.
A steel short sword lies discarded here.
[2] A steel dagger has been tossed aside here.
A two-handed sword, nearly six feet in length, lies here.
A warhammer with a sturdy-looking steel head lies here.
A stout cudgel carved from oak wood lies here.
An amber-colored metallic rod lies here.
[2] A spellbook lies here, discarded.
A large slab of meat is left here.
A leather cloak lies here.
[2] A small slab of meat is left here.
[4] A slab of orc meat is left here.
[122] A large oak water barrel sits here.

< 150h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
You see nothing.

< 150h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
The door seems to be closed.

< 150h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
Ok.

< 151h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
A Beaten Path Towards the City Center
Obvious exits: -N -S -W
The corpse of an adult orc is lying here.
The corpse of a young orc shaman is lying here.
The corpse of a common male orc is lying here.
The corpse of a teen-age orc is lying here.
The corpse of a small dog is lying here.
The corpse of a teen-age orc is lying here.
A very old female orc is moving very slowly.
An old female orc is moving very slowly.
A shifty-eyed orc moves through the crowd, unnoticed.
An elite orc village guard is lying here, mortally wounded.

< 151h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
Close what?

< 151h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A common female orc who is close by to your north.
A father orc who is close by to your north.
A mother orc who is not far off to your north.
A village protector who is not far off to your north.
A teen-age orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A small dog who is a brief walk away to your north.
A large dog who is a brief walk away to your north.
A common male orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A large warg who is a brief walk away to your north.
A large dog who is a brief walk away to your north.
A village gate guard who is a brief walk away to your north.
A large dog who is rather far off to your north.
A common male orc who is rather far off to your north.
A large warg who is rather far off to your north.
A large warg who is rather far off to your north.
An adult orc who is close by to your south.
A father orc who is not far off to your south.
A small dog who is not far off to your south.
An experienced guard who is not far off to your south.
A large dog who is not far off to your south.

< 151h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
[Damage:  5 ] Your kick hits an elite orc village guard right in the stomach, rendering him breathless.
An elite orc village guard is dead! R.I.P.
You receive your share of experience.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2206.
You have completed boon # 2206.
You have gained 6 epic points.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2208.
The smell of fresh blood enters your body, infusing you with power!
You feel the bloodlust in your heart as you hear the death cry of an elite orc village guard.

< 151h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
A very old female orc leaves north.

< 151h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A very old female orc who is close by to your north.
A common female orc who is close by to your north.
A father orc who is close by to your north.
A mother orc who is not far off to your north.
A village protector who is not far off to your north.
A teen-age orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A small dog who is a brief walk away to your north.
A large dog who is a brief walk away to your north.
An adult orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A common male orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A large warg who is a brief walk away to your north.
A large dog who is a brief walk away to your north.
A village gate guard who is a brief walk away to your north.
A village gate guard who is a brief walk away to your north.
A common male orc who is rather far off to your north.
A father orc who is rather far off to your north.
A large warg who is rather far off to your north.
A large warg who is rather far off to your north.
A large warg who is in the distance to your north.
An adult orc who is close by to your south.
A father orc who is not far off to your south.
An experienced guard who is not far off to your south.
A large dog who is a brief walk away to your south.
A small dog who is a brief walk away to your south.

< 152h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
A very old female orc enters from the north.
Split Shield City Square
Obvious exits: -N -E -S -W
An adult orc wanders around.
You sense a lifeform nearby.

< 153h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A very old female orc who is close by to your north.
An old female orc who is close by to your north.
A special guard orc who is close by to your north.
A father orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A mother orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A village protector who is a brief walk away to your north.
A teen-age orc who is rather far off to your north.
A small dog who is rather far off to your north.
A large dog who is rather far off to your north.
An adult orc who is rather far off to your north.
A common male orc who is rather far off to your north.
A large warg who is rather far off to your north.
A large dog who is rather far off to your north.
A village gate guard who is rather far off to your north.
A large dog who is in the distance to your north.
A common male orc who is in the distance to your north.
A teen-age orc who is close by to your east.
An old male orc who is close by to your east.
A teen-age orc who is close by to your east.
A large dog who is not far off to your east.
A large dog who is not far off to your east.
A brown wolf who is not far off to your east.
A large warg who is a brief walk away to your east.
A small dog who is a brief walk away to your east.
A father orc who is close by to your south.
An experienced guard who is close by to your south.
A large dog who is not far off to your south.
A small dog who is not far off to your south.
A teen-age orc who is close by to your west.
An experienced guard who is close by to your west.
A large dog who is not far off to your west.
An old male orc who is not far off to your west.
A common male orc who is not far off to your west.
An old female orc who is a brief walk away to your west.
An old male orc who is a brief walk away to your west.
A common female orc who is rather far off to your west.
A seasoned village guard who is rather far off to your west.

< 153h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
A Beaten Path Towards the City Center
Obvious exits: -N -S -W#
A small slab of meat is left here.
A slab of orc meat is left here.
A small rock lies here.
A father orc is on his way home.
An experienced guard oversees his subordinates.

< 153h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
An adult orc who is close by to your north.
A very old female orc who is not far off to your north.
An old female orc who is not far off to your north.
A common female orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A father orc who is rather far off to your north.
A mother orc who is rather far off to your north.
A village protector who is rather far off to your north.
A small dog who is in the distance to your north.
A large dog who is in the distance to your north.
An adult orc who is in the distance to your north.
A common male orc who is in the distance to your north.
A large warg who is in the distance to your north.
A large dog who is close by to your south.
A small dog who is close by to your south.

< 153h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
The Southern End of the Village Path
Obvious exits: -N -E# -W
[2] A slab of orc meat is left here.
A small dog is here chasing his tail.

< 153h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A father orc who is close by to your north.
An experienced guard who is close by to your north.
An adult orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A very old female orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
An old female orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A special guard orc who is rather far off to your north.
A common female orc who is rather far off to your north.
A father orc who is in the distance to your north.
A mother orc who is in the distance to your north.
A village protector who is in the distance to your north.
A large dog who is close by to your west.
A common male orc who is close by to your west.
A village patrol guard who is not far off to your west.
A common female orc who is not far off to your west.
A teen-age orc who is not far off to your west.

< 154h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
Alas, you cannot go that way. . . .

< 154h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A father orc who is close by to your north.
An experienced guard who is close by to your north.
An adult orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A very old female orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
An old female orc who is a brief walk away to your north.
A special guard orc who is rather far off to your north.
A common female orc who is rather far off to your north.
A father orc who is in the distance to your north.
A mother orc who is in the distance to your north.
A village protector who is in the distance to your north.
A large dog who is close by to your west.
A common male orc who is close by to your west.
A village patrol guard who is not far off to your west.
A common female orc who is not far off to your west.
A teen-age orc who is not far off to your west.

< 154h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
Southern Extension of the Village Road
Obvious exits: -E -W
A tree branch lies here broken from a tree.
A large dog walks slowly down the road.
A common male orc shuffles down the path.

< 154h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A small dog who is close by to your east.
A village patrol guard who is close by to your west.
A common female orc who is close by to your west.
A teen-age orc who is close by to your west.

< 154h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
Entrance to the Parade Grounds
Obvious exits: -E -S
A large slab of meat is left here.
A slab of orc meat is left here.
A large wooden torch has been discarded here.
A small rock lies here.
A patrolling guard moves about the village, watching everything.
A common female orc walks around here.
A young adolescent orc scans the crowd looking for a mark.

< 154h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A large dog who is close by to your east.
A common male orc who is close by to your east.
A small dog who is not far off to your east.

< 154h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
The Parade Grounds
Obvious exits: -N -E# -W#
A large wooden torch has been discarded here.

< 155h/170H 112v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A village patrol guard who is close by to your north.
A common female orc who is close by to your north.
A teen-age orc who is close by to your north.

< 155h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You sit down and relax.

< 155h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have memorized the following spells:
( 2nd circle)  2 - burning hands
( 1st circle)  1 - minor creation
               7 - magic missile

And you are currently memorizing the following spells:
    7 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   15 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   23 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   31 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   38 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands

You can memorize 7 3rd, 6 4th and 5 5th circle spell(s).
You continue your study.

< 155h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You start meditating...

< 155h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
Your brain hurts as a black haze fills the sky!

< 155h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have gained some progress, and are nearing the half-way point in the trek to your next level.

< 156h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.

< 157h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
Your brain hurts as a black haze fills the sky!

< 157h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.

< 158h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.

< 160h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
Your brain hurts as a black haze fills the sky!

< 160h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.

< 162h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have memorized the following spells:
( 2nd circle)  6 - burning hands
( 1st circle)  1 - minor creation
               7 - magic missile

And you are currently memorizing the following spells:
    6 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands

You can memorize 7 3rd, 6 4th and 5 5th circle spell(s).

< 162h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.
Your studies are complete.

< 163h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You clamber to your feet.

< 163h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A common female orc who is close by to your north.
A teen-age orc who is close by to your north.

< 163h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Entrance to the Parade Grounds
Obvious exits: -E -S
A large slab of meat is left here.
A slab of orc meat is left here.
A large wooden torch has been discarded here.
A small rock lies here.
A common female orc walks around here.
A young adolescent orc scans the crowd looking for a mark.

< 163h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You start chanting...

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You complete your spell...
[Damage: 19 ] You burned a common female orc.
A common female orc attacks you. [0 Hits]

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC:few scratches E: common sta EP:  few wounds >
 You start chanting...
You feel your skill in quick chant improving.

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC:few scratches E: common sta EP:  few wounds >
 You complete your spell...
[Damage: 22 ] You burned a common female orc.

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC:few scratches E: common sta EP:  awful >
 You start chanting...

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC:few scratches E: common sta EP:  awful >
 You complete your spell...
[Damage: 11 ] You burned a common female orc.
A common female orc is dead! R.I.P.
You receive your share of experience.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2206.
You have completed boon # 2206.
You have gained 6 epic points.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2208.
The unmistakable scent of fresh blood can be smelled as a common female orc dies in agony.

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
Who should the spell be cast upon?  You must specify a target!

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You start chanting...

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
A common male orc enters from the east.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You complete your spell...
[Damage: 32 ] You burned a teen-age orc.
A teen-age orc attacks you. [0 Hits]

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC:few scratches E: teen sta EP:  awful >
 Your brain hurts as a black haze fills the sky!

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC:few scratches E: teen sta EP:  awful >
 You start chanting...

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC:few scratches E: teen sta EP:  awful >
 You complete your spell...
[Damage: 15 ] You burned a teen-age orc.
A teen-age orc is dead! R.I.P.
You receive your share of experience.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2206.
You have completed boon # 2206.
You have gained 6 epic points.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2208.
The last gasps of a teen-age orc cause a sickening chill to run up your spine.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You start chanting...

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Autosaving...
You complete your spell...
[Damage: 30 ] You burned a common male orc.
A common male orc attacks you. [0 Hits]

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC:few scratches E: common sta EP: pretty hurt >
 You start chanting...

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
< T: Daed TP: sta TC:few scratches E: common sta EP: pretty hurt >
 You complete your spell...
[Damage: 22 ] You burned a common male orc.
A common male orc is dead! R.I.P.
You receive your share of experience.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2206.
You have completed boon # 2206.
You have gained 6 epic points.
You have killed 1 of 1 Orc(s) for boon # 2208.
The unmistakable scent of fresh blood can be smelled as a common male orc dies in agony.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You don't have that spell memorized.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You don't have that spell memorized.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You don't have that spell memorized.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Your brain hurts as a black haze fills the sky!
You don't have that spell memorized.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You don't have that spell memorized.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
The sun rises over the northern horizon.
You don't have that spell memorized.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
Entrance to the Parade Grounds
Obvious exits: -E -S
Fresh blood splatters cover the area.
The corpse of a common male orc is lying here.
The corpse of a teen-age orc is lying here.
The corpse of a common female orc is lying here.
A large slab of meat is left here.
A slab of orc meat is left here.
A large wooden torch has been discarded here.
A small rock lies here.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
You quickly scan the area.
A village patrol guard who is close by to your east.
A small dog who is not far off to your east.
A large dog who is not far off to your east.

< 164h/170H 114v/114V Pos: standing >
The Parade Grounds
Obvious exits: -N -E# -W#
A large wooden torch has been discarded here.

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: standing >
You sit down and relax.

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have memorized the following spells:
( 1st circle)  1 - minor creation
               7 - magic missile

And you are currently memorizing the following spells:
    7 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   15 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   23 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   31 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   38 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   46 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands
   54 seconds:  ( 2nd) burning hands

You can memorize 7 3rd, 6 4th and 5 5th circle spell(s).
You continue your study.

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: sitting >
You start meditating...

< 164h/170H 113v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.

< 165h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have gained some progress, and are nearing the half-way point in the trek to your next level.

< 166h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
Your brain hurts as a black haze fills the sky!

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You have finished memorizing burning hands.

< 167h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.

< 169h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.

< 170h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.

< 170h/170H 114v/114V Pos: sitting >
You have finished memorizing burning hands.

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You have finished memorizing burning hands.
Your studies are complete.

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Your brain hurts as a black haze fills the sky!

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The day has begun.

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A Grey Elf sneaks in from the north.

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That last attack was particularly invasive, and you feel your collective power decrease.
As your body is consumed with pain, pain, and more pain, you briefly go to that 'happy place' inside.